Anyone?

So I was in an abusive relationship and it was hard to move forward from but I did it! Than as I moved forward, made myself happy, I gave dating another shot. Turns out it was VERY emotionally and verbally abuse toxic relationship and I got out of it with help from family. I’m having an extra hard time and feel alone not having much friend because of reasoning. I just can’t help but feel just pain and sadness and how it will ever get better. Anyone?? Someone can I talk to, it’s been really hard. I don’t know what else to say...