Ok so today i been a lil down and depressed my son father haven't been helping me out with our 9 month old son and clearly it seems like he don't care either all he do is play the game with his friends he don't really spend time with his son every night i i make sure my son is clean feed and happy before he goes to bed while im sitting in this house depressed out of my mind and my son is starting to see that im not happy i want my son to have both of his parents in his life but it seems like he wasn't ready for a baby so what do i do he also calls be bitches in front of his family and they don't say nothing im really get sick and tired of it i have not been happy since i gave birth to my handsome son im tired of being depressed and i can't think of nothing that will make me happy besides my son