Emotional Confusion

Hey everybody, okay going to explain this as best as I can.

I am currently in a nice going relationship, I love my boyfriend no doubt; so naturally when he leaves I miss him so much! And can’t wait to see him.

But then he comes around and that feeling is gone and I just want to be alone.

I always enjoy his company especially since I no longer have friends because friends can turn enemies just as quick.

Is that wrong? Is something wrong with me?

Help 😕