Home alone

Sitting home alone as my husband is out of town for the weeke visiting his son at his house due to a school event. I work 12 hour shifts at a hospital and I am on call tonight with no one to hang out with as I dont want to go too far in case I get called in and it's too late to visit my sister and her kids as they will be going to bed soon and her not far after; I'll be at her house all weekend anyway for my nieces birthday party. I've already had myself a nice alcoholic beverage to wind down, I'm watching Netflix and.... I dont know what else to do with myself. People say just relax and enjoy but I have a hard time with separation anxiety, yes, at age 34 I hate being alone. The only people I have to talk to right now are you ladies as my best friend isnt "people ready" after a week of work and post surgical recovery a week before that, oh, and she also has anxiety and needs to decompress frequently 🙄. I didnt sleep well today because I was freezing then sweating my ass off once the heat kicked in, then got a stuffy nose from the dry heat so I couldn't breathe, etc... I'm tired, cant take my sleeping pill tonight in case I get called in, blah, blah, blah.... just need someone to chat with or to share comments with 😉