My toxic relationship

Jay

So I have been with my boyfriend for about 2 years now we have been thru hell and back I found out I was pregnant about 3 months ago after we had been trying for a year . So I was so excited to tell him he has been so distant . These past couple months and just has been so moody . So let me get to my story ABOUT 6 months ago one of my close GUY friends got sentenced on his case and received 24 years ... I felt the need to reach out and let him know that everything was going to be good... that he would be home yet again his mom is my mother friend he has been sending me letter to my moms house my mom has been throwing them out or putting them away so it happend that today we went to go wash my moms car my boyfriend works at the car wash and he washed my mom car and went thru all her things and found the letter and flipped out on me and told me he did not want to be with me and that I was a fucking hoe . The past couple weeks he’s been so emotionally sexually unattached and also had been a complete ass hole calling me names and stuff . I’ve been taking everything in and just crunched up the way he has been acting and just doing so much emotional damage . I finally broke down today . I was in such an abusive realationship before him that I feel like everything I have told him he is now doing the same thing ... i just needed to vent ! And idk how to feel about everything at this moment 🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ should I feel sad 😞 or idk how to feel empty I feel drained and used.