So my brother-in-law & his wife are having like a surprise baby shower for the younger brother & his gf this Sunday @ golden corral. Then making them another baby shower at their house Nov. 3rd. I honestly don't want to go to either one but hubby does of course due to it being his family. Let me remind you all that these were the ones who announced their pregnancy exactly 2 weeks after our MC... We pretty much would've been pregnant the same. Am I being selfish?? I miss my baby everyday & cry from time to time. I hate being around pregnant women. Should I just suck it up & attend & act like nothing?? I wonder to myself if I would've still been pregnant, if I would've gotten TWO showers as well...? 😏 (I think not)

UPDATE: Well ladies, I ended up going to the 1st shower & it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I actually had a little bit of fun! We played games & laughed. BUT I'm not gonna lie I did get a bit jealous when I saw they got a bassinet 😕. I've ALWAYS wanted one for my baby & we were actually going to get one too. Even when I was pregnant with my daughter I wanted one. But back then I wasn't financially stable 😑. But yea it was ok I guess. Let's see how the next shower goes.. Thanks ladies for your kind words. 💕 BABY DUST TO ALL!!! 💫