Okay so I’m turning 18 soon and I’ve never had a boyfriend before. There will be a few guys that come and try to “talk” to me but they all seem the same and they only want one thing. I was recently almost caught in a weird love triangle where this guy was still caught up with his ex who was ( and still is ) in a relationship. My best friend ended up telling me that he was pretty much using me to make his ex jealous and she know this because his ex is one of her teammates... soooo in the end I ended up going MIA on him but it’s remotely impossible because we go to the same school and he’s cute but at the same time I always have to keep my guard up around him. And what good is a relationship with someone who doesn’t even have eyes for you and only you? I’ve just been feeling really weird. It’s like...I want a relationship but I’m afraid I won’t find the right guy. And at the same time, I don’t want to rush things but whew I’ve been really sexually frustrated these past couple of months. I guess it’s just me needing another physical presence with me and to share that bond with... what do y’all think?? Would I be dumb to go for him, or should I just wait it out?