So I took my test and got a bfp... two days later I started spotting then the spotting got heavier and I started getting horrid pains. Pains so harsh I was doubled over crying in the middle of my hallway, rushed to the hospital and got blood drawn and urine tested, we lost our baby and I had protein in my urine, not only that but 2 large cysts on my ovaries which one had bursted. Which caused some of the immense pain I was feeling.... God, if you are listening. Please give me a sticky bean. And help me carry full term. This is baby number 4 we have lost this year. Twins in February, single in April, another Singleton in July, and now this little baby. God, I just want to be a mother, and my husband, a father. Please bless me with the worlds greatest gift.❤️ amen💕