I have my second baby shower tomorrow

I have a second baby shower tomorrow. I just want 10 people to show up. 😭 My other one was small and it was perfect, and I want this one to be the same at least. I get so nervous. I feel embarrassed. I am grateful, but my sister did it so late in the evening and Halloween weekend! Like why? I think this is stemming from that majority of my friends have deserted me this pregnancy. They text me to check on me and say they miss me, but because I can’t drink they don’t even invite me anywhere. Ugh