Feeling like I'm physically falling apart

So my October baby came on September 30th. It was a hard delivery! I ended up tearing all the way up to my clit and getting a grape vine of hemorrhoids. 3 days after leaving the hospital I ended up with an upper respiratory infection and had it for about 10 days. Then about 2w pp I ended up with a uti and was on antibiotics for 7 days. During my pregnancy I was having some stomach pain that my dr said was my gallbladder. The pain started wrapping around to my back and ended up on both sides. The pain had been getting worse each day. I went to the er yesterday to find out it's not my gallbladder I actually have large kidney stones in both of my kidneys and have to now see a urologist because they are too large to pass and on top of it the antibiotics for the uti didn't work and I still have it 😞 I seriously feel like I can't catch a break! I didn't even mention the fact that I've been having severe anxiety that has been causing me to have panic attacks and am now on 4 different meds to help with the depression, anxiety and panic attacks. Please tell me I'm not alone 😭😭😭😭