I’ve been dealing with my weight since i was 15 years old. I went from 211 lbs to 153, and now i’m 19 and officially at 185 and scared. My relationship with food is horrible, i shouldn’t have a love/hate relationship with it, but i do. I also have a love/hate relationship with working out. I complain about myself and never do anything about it, i can’t find motivation. I feel so pathetic, sluggish, tired, ugly, fat...I try everything in my power to help, I’m not trying hard enough, I know that. I don’t even know why i’m posting this, I guess just for some advice..I really need it.