Hello all. I have a four year old son and I'm expecting another boy. I'm excited about my boys, but this is my last baby and I know I will never have the daughter I always dreamed of. I have been holding on to all my most special trinkets from my childhood for my future daughter and just had a sob-fest packing them up for goodwill. I know I should be happy, and I am, but I am so incredibly sad that I will never have my girl. I am also extra anxious as my son has autism and I am afraid my new baby will too. I can not handle anymore children after this- having one more is not an option for me. Has anyone been through this?