TTC after loss guilt

Idk where to post. But i feel weird. And kind of sad. Is it weird that I feel weird about TTC after everyone around me is having babies . I don’t want to seem like a follower literally everyone is getting knocked up . My friend gives birth in DEC. I had a miscarriage a month ago and just want to try again is all. And I feel like I don’t want to steal the attention away from her which makes me want to hide my pregnancy .Has anyone felt this way? Idk why I feel this way😔