I look so stupid because of the english😢

I am not a native englsih speaker and I desperately try to improve my English...I've been living in England for 2 years now and my English is still awful😭

At school, the english classes didn't train me for that! I learned American accent not the British accent.

Now everytime, when a British person talks to me, I either look stupid or slow or weird or unsociable then boring😭

That is so annoying!!

Learning a language is hard and it sucks😬

Has anyone experienced the same? (With english or other language)