We basically have two paydays before I’m due and we’re still missing stuff much less basics like diapers. I also planned on having a home birth and I literally can’t even afford to do anything besides give birth in my bathtub at this point. I already know my birthing experience isn’t going to be what I want at all and I’m so upset over it. I won’t even have money for pads and nipplecream by the time he’s here so I’m trying to brace myself for a postpartum hell while also suffering preexisting mental health issues. Just so sad and worried at this point.