I feel like I’m drowning

I have so much shit going on and I don’t know how much longer I can hang on. Its too much. I can’t even talk to anyone about it not that anyone cares anyway. Its like I can’t breathe. I need someone to hold ME for once and let me fall apart to them. He’s the love of my life and he doesn’t even see that I’m breaking at the cracks. Its so hard to talk to him. I feel so alone and unloved and I give my whole self to my daughter and her dad every single day. I’m spent. Worn out. Weary. Breaking. Hurting. I don’t know how much more I can take or what I can even do any more