Secretly depressed...

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So, I'm over 5 months of actively ttc with seeing an RE... on top of 6 months of "trying" without the help of an RE (due to PCOS)... plus the 6+ months of ntnp before that.

I am 15 days late and it looks like AF is about to show with the light brownish discharge that usually starts before... I thought I possibly had some implantation bleeding about a week ago, but tests have remained negative.

My heart aches... and I feel alone. None of my friends are in the same stage. Several have gotten pregnant without really trying, including my sister-in-law. Like, I want to give up ttc for #3, but I know I will regret it if I do.