I had a missed miscarriage on Friday 13th July I was nearly 10 weeks pregnant when I started bleeding and the scan showed the baby died at 7weeks 4 days,

I took a test yesterday and got a faint positive, and one today..

I’m so scared I’m going to lose this one, I honestly don’t think I could cope with another loss..

I’ve worked out the dates and this rainbow baby if it sticks will be due around 9th July 2019,

I’m putting off going to see midwife, my husband wants us to wait and and see what happens in the next few weeks before we make any appointments,

I know it’s normal to feel scared but I just feel so alone