Emotional wreck

I experienced my second miscarriage a couple of days ago. My last one was a little over 8 years ago. We are devastated. We didn’t plan to get pregnant and to our surprise we thought we would be blessed with a little one. But just three short days after finding out we were expecting, I began miscarrying. Only 5 weeks along. I’m an emotional wreck. I don’t even want to try again because I’m afraid it will result in the same thing. Now it seems like everyone is expecting or posting birth announcements. And here we are. Silently grieving. I woke up at 3 something this morning crying like a baby. I’m heartbroken. Idk how to move on and possibly try again. I’m scared. 😞😢