Will I regret not partying while I am young

I got with someone when I was 21 because they liked to party and I was hoping we would have fun.

Well it ended up they already did everything and was over it so I didn’t do anything. I didn’t want to start doing drugs or being too crazy. Just experience the party scene.

Now that I’m getting older I’m mad at myself for not partying but not that I got with my partner.

I love them but I’m sad I just worked my 20s away...

Now I’m wanting kids and worried if I don’t try and have that little bit of party life before hand I’ll look at my kids and partner and regret it.

Has anyone felt like this and can tell me that this goes away?

I’m at the end of my 20s and have worked / I buried my oldest sibling myself as our parents were not in the picture / take care of my sibling with special needs.

I just don’t want to grow up look back and regret my life.. sounds stupid when I type it out.

Update-

I can’t tell you why it’s important to me. I wouldn’t even say it is important just something I missed out on and always wanted to experience. Watching my friends do it while I worked my life away.

This is not something I will get divorced over for sure they would go out with me if I asked. I didn’t mean to make it sound like my partner just wouldn’t go. They were just done with that scene and so I didn’t even get to experience it with my partner.

Thank you guys for your NICE suggestions and view points I’ll be asking my partner if we can do something to get this feeling out of my head lol ❤️❤️❤️