How to deal with gender disappointment.

I sound so terrible, I know I want a healthy baby. And that’s all that matters, but how do you deal with having a boy over a girl. I got the qnatal and my results came back we’re having a boy.. I’ve always wanted a girl and having a boy does nothing for me. I know there’s people out there that can’t have children and this sounds terrible, but idk what to do, has anyone else dealt with this? Please keep your rude comments to yourself, I’m already beating my self up over this I don’t need someone else to do it too.