When you already have serious issues with how you see your body and find out your man looks at sports illustrated models making comments like "bae 😍😍" and "Mrs. His last name" it kills you a lot. I've struggled with body,confidence for many years. I starved myself numerous times to get down to a weight I wanted. I gained everything back that I lost due to an injury. I know he loves me, but it still hurts. I still hate my body and try as much as possible to lose weight as quickly as possible and as much as possible. I'm trying not to let it get to me like this, but it does. I've seen how he acts around someone who goes to the same college that I know he exchanged nudes with not long before we got together. I'm so damn emotional and seeing any of that shit put me over the top. 😭😭😭😭😭😭