I got this back in July. I was so happy and nervous and anxious and scared: Just all of the emotions. The NEXT day, I went to the bathroom where a pool of blood started pouring out. I held it together because I had to go to work but I kid you not, I went into the bathroom and broke down. Why would this happen to me? How can you sit there and give me this sign just to take it away so soon? It’s not fair. And no matter how tight I tried to close my legs afterwards, I knew my period came and I was no longer pregnant. I read all about chemical pregnancies. I read that your more fertile the next go. My husband and I have been trying since then and nothing. I’m sitting here, writing this, on my period again, wondering when it’ll happen for me. Some women just seem to have it so easy while others try so hard and struggle. I fear that I’ll never be able to bear a child and that scares me. When will it happen for me? Is there something wrong with me? Every month is a waiting game. It makes me want to just give up sometimes.