Nervous this time around

Jennifer

After experiencing an EP a few months ago, some of the excitement that goes along with pregnancy feels taken away from me. I’m just reminded about how happy I was last time and how easily that was taken from me. I’m nervous for everything that can happen: a chemical, a miscarriage, or another EP. I’m only 3W4D so it feels like it’ll be forever until I will feel safe with my nugget in my belly. Any other mothers who’s experienced loss feel this way?