Can anyone relate?

I am in my second month of taking. The birth control pills and I kind of miss my period, I do kind of feel depressed that I don’t get my normal period anymore. I have crazy mood swings. And I know I don’t want a baby right now, but it does make me sad that maybe in the future I might want one and maybe I won’t have one. I started going to the gym more often since it does make you gain weight. Can anyone relate? #sad