When I was 16 I lost my virginity to a guy 10 years older than me. I got pregnant. I was pregnant for 10 weeks until one day I came home from school in horrible pain, I pulled my underwear down and a huge clot came out on to the floor. I called the guy who dropped me off at the emergency room, just to tell me he can’t be any part of this from now on and that he was already married with a family, where they confirmed I lost my baby. I had my older cousin come pick me up. I was so depressed and I never told anyone. Now I just turned 22 and in July I lost my second baby. I got pregnant on accident. The condom ripped and he came in me. I lost this baby at 9weeks. Now I’m feeling like maybe I’m just not meant to carry a baby