Losing my virginity?!?!😳

I want to lose my virginity sometime soon (maybe in a couple of years) I’m 15. I know people say that’s too young but it’s my body lol. But I’ve heard so my horror stories about losing their virginity and how awkward it is, the pain and bleeding. I don’t wanna go through all of that. I want it to all go smoothly and i wanna feel good. Also another part of me thinks I should pop my own cherry😂 or wait until marriage😩. Idk I’m just venting... what do y’all think?