constant worry

i don’t know if this is where to post this but?? in april of this year i gave my boyfriend a blowjob (yikes) and like ever since i’ve been so scared of getting an std. we were both virgins by the way. i don’t think i was mentally ready for this. like its been months but every time i get the slightest sore throat i cry all night out of worry. i am a diagnosed hypochondriac so obviously that’s part of the problem. but it consumes me everyday? it’s been months since i even did it and every little sore throat leaves me with a panic attack. i am so terrified to do anything sexual again because i can’t stop worrying

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Ca

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Get tested, that's the only sure way to know.

ke

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my doctor told me the same thing but i wasn’t diagnosed with it, i was like that too. one time my boyfriend had a rash on his penis...well i guess it was a rash but it looked like just dry skin on it and i didn’t realize it until after i sucked his dick so later on after i went home i started looking up what it meant and i started freaking myself out. all of a sudden my throat was hurting and i thought something was really wrong with me. turns out we’re both fine and i was just overthinking. just try to be calm about it and if you’re really concerned, see a doctor to make sure

Er

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When I was 13 I gave head for the first time (kind of) and I was constantly worrying that I had an std after doing it. I always thought that stds could be contracted randomly (even between two people that were clean) this is NOT true. However since you are a worrier like me, you know deep down that a million people could tell you that you are fine, but you won’t be anxiety-free until you get tested. See a doctor, go to planned parenthood. Anything, just for your own peace of mind.

Br

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Are you in therapy?