I did something I’m ashamed of

When I was in high school I had a boyfriend I would sneak into the house to have dry sex lol I was 17 and innocent. But this one time things escalated quickly and we started having oral and it was my first time ever receiving and I was overwhelmed with pleasure and could not control it and I FARTED IN HIS MOUTH!! It wasn’t so much a fart it was more like a queef but I wanted to die I was so embarrassed and he said “oh that’s not cool” I wanted to die after that I started crying and ruined the moment the mood and the fresh air in the room