Nervous about #2

Josie • Cosmetologist ✂ Nature lover🌲🌻 NLB♡ Matix Roy💙Sienna Colleen🌸 & baby due May 20th

So I’m 9 weeks with baby #2 my nov 16 baby will be 2 next week. This sounds completely ridiculous but I just don’t feel the love and connection this pregnancy that I did with my first. I’m have this stupid fear that I could never love another child the way I love my son😭 Has anyone else experienced this? I just need some tips on how to be excited about this pregnancy. I’m feeling more nervous/anxious than anything.