TTC Rant ‼️‼️

Everything is so off this cycle 😓 literally I honestly feel pregnant. I have sore boobs , pelvic pressure, migraines, nausea, af like cramping AND I AM 6 DAYS AWAY FROM AF ‼️‼️‼️‼️ I’m 11 DPO and so afraid to test 😩 I also feel like I can’t talk to my s/o because I don’t want to get his hopes up and get a BFN 😞 I know I shouldn’t symptom spot but everything is soooo weird, am I To early to even feel anything if Implantation occurred? Anyone have any advice just to put my mind to rest ? Anyone had a similar experience and ended up getting a BFP ?