So I’m super grateful and thankful for this baby and I’ve been trying to be careful to be positive and not say anything contrary.

It’s hard though, I got married 4 weeks before I got pregnant, we were planning on waiting a few years, we just bought a fixer upper house, put a lot of money into it, and had to take out a loan to have a minimal wedding, so I feel overwhelmed by the financial aspect of having a baby and childcare etc cause I have to keep working full time etc.

Then I have health issues so I’m high risk and I don’t have any severe symptoms thankfully but I haven’t felt very well since day 1 and my hair & skin are crappy, not sleeping well etc.

My husbands cousin is also pregnant and they tried for a while to get pregnant and are financially in a very different place, so she’s over the moon excited and loves being pregnant and beams excitement etc. So sorry for the rant, I’m just feeling discouraged and I’m trying not to complain to husband or in laws about it all...