I found out today one of my good friends is pregnant.. I am delighted for her of course I am but also feels like the hardest punch you have received.. I’m on my second week of synarel nasal spray and the two and only side effects I seem to have from it are severe bouts of tiredness and mood swings so once I found out this today I burst out crying in the bathroom at work but could not seem to stop and had to go home “sick”!! This might seem completely selfish of me to feel like this and maybe it is and while I feel happy for her great news I just can’t help thinking what if this <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> does not work for me.. I will know just before Xmas and I have the most dreaded fear this <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>, I was quite positive before this.. I’m just over tired, over hormonal and the fear of god is in me that my Xmas could be filled of these days I have had today.

Sorry for Debbie downer just needed somewhere to express x