Scared

Molly • 29 yrs old, Mom to twin 9 yr old boys 👦🏼👦🏼, beautiful 1 yr old baby girl 👶🏼 & pregnant w/ a baby boy due Sept. 2020. Married to the love of my life 💏

I’ve been so excited and anxious to have my baby here my whole pregnancy I couldn’t wait!! I have a c-section scheduled on Friday morning and now that it is so close I am freaked out!! Ive had a c-section before but it was an emergency and it was 8 years ago. I had a really bad experience with my anesthesiologist and my epidural last time and I also don’t know if I’m ready for all the post partum things and the change of having a baby again. Is anyone else all of a sudden super scared?