Unwanted pregnancy

Yes I no then why r u pregnant?

I’m on the implant well I was up intill two weeks ago when my doctor told me I was pregnant!!

My partner is so excited and i feel terrible because secretly I’m dreading it I have a 12 year old a 9 year old a 7 year old and a 2 year old this will be my 5th baby !!!

I can afford it as we both work and we have room but my 2 year old is such hard work I dunno how I’m gunna cope my partner works nights I work 3 days a week and I’m super busy with house and kids and now a new baby in the mix

Don’t get me wrong when I saw my little baby on the screen I was like aww I love it already but part of me feels sick with fear I moved away from my big family to be with my partner here and have about two friends and his family are useless all drinkers so I don’t have much to do with them and never leave my kids with them so I’m basically do it all alone I say my partner works nights but yes he works away so only see him weekends someone please tell me I’m gunna be ok and everything will work out I’m 12 weeks so could just be feeling a little down xx