I had my first prenatal visit and boy was I off.

I thought I was about nine weeks. After a miscarriage last year I was excited about this appointment. I wanted to see my babies heartbeat.

Turns out either I over estimated and I’m not far along as I thought because the director did notice a tiny embryo or I’m experiencing another miscarriage.

I’m bummed and terrible disappointed.

I am a woman of faith and while I am disappointed I believe if this is my misfortune for now it’s just RIGHT NOw.

I’m leaning on God to give me a bundle of joy that I will birth and cherish.