So I’ve had a rough life . When i say that, let me make it clear that i had hands down the best parents and whole family in the world . But health wise ? Not so great. When i was 6 i got kidney cancer . I always knew i wanted to be a mommy so i was scared the chemo would alter that. Then i got epilepsy and they told me my medicine could cause birth defects . Well, i got married at 19 and then at 20 i got pregnant . I was soooo excited and happy i was gonna have a Christmas baby! Well... one night i started bleeding but it wasn’t much. I went to the hospital anyways . I remember vividly the doctors face when she told me i was slowly miscarriaging . I remember being crushed, heartbroken , dead inside . Out of everything i had been through that was the hardest . I was soo excited to be a mom and then it was taken from me . Well, we tried getting pregnant after that but nothing . So then i decided maybe being a mom wasn’t in the stars for me atleast now, so i gave up. One day out of the blue my husband told me to take a test . It came back positive and i took 5 more, all positive . I was so excited and scared . 2 months went to 4 ,found out i was having a little girl, a mini me . 4 went to 6 which went to 8 to 9. I prayed for her every nigh that she’d be strong and healthy . I remember being induced at 39 weeks and

Still being so nervous that my baby girl wouldn’t be here. On July 26, 2018 at 7:10’pm my baby girl entered the world. It was the best thing that happened to me

. She is perfectly healthy, she my love of my life , my rainbow baby. You WILL be a mom. Your baby WILL be ok. You will get your blessing . Speak it into existence. She even smiled at me as soon as she came out as if she was saying “ I’m ok mommy, I’m here

Her now at 3 months