Does God hate me?

Superblessed🐑🐝

I keep asking God why he would bless me again with a baby and then take it away. I had an ultrasound today at work and I'm supposed to be 8 weeks 2 days but I measured 6 weeks, I could see the heart beat but it was slow and strong but it was slow. I miscarried in June and found out in October I was pregnant again and now this is happening again. Why? Does God hate me? I'm getting older and can't go on like this.