I miscarried (chemical) on 11/7, the same day my sister-in-law told me she received a positive pregnancy test. As my tests have gotten lighter, and eventually stark white, her lines have gotten darker, and now steal color from the control line.

I am so happy for her. I truly am. I can’t WAIT to be an aunt, and to have a little cousin for my son, but I am also so sad about my loss, and I try to process them separately. My excitement for her is immense but at the same time I’m sad, and envious. I wanted so badly for my little line to darken, but it wasn’t meant to be.

Anyone else experience (or currently experiencing) this?