Strains after miscarriage

So, I had a miscarriage about a month ago. My boyfriend and I both SAID we wanted the baby, but, I don’t believe he really did. So during the miscarriage he supported me thru it with words no actions. Meaning he said things to comfort me, but there felt like there was no meaning and no actions behind the words. Moving forward ever since, a lot of time I ask him to help me do things, he can’t. I ask him to help me with things, he cant. He says he loves me, I’m the best thing that ever happened to him. Meanwhile I feel like he just stays with me outta pitty. I’m at the point where I could care less if we stay together or not. I really don’t care. We haven’t spoke in 2 days. I refuse to speak to him. We’ve been together 2 years.