Sometimes I want to start over

There are times when I think I might want to get a divorce from my husband so that I can go find someone better for myself, and he can find someone better for himself. But I’m 28 and about to have a baby. I know divorce takes a long time to process, and can be very complicated. Also, there’s no guarantee that I’d find someone who I would want to marry and who would love my baby. Also, there’s no NEED to divorce him. The only reason is that I don’t think we’re right for each other.

I sound like a terrible person, and maybe I am. but I just had to get that off my chest. I think about it often.