I really hate the months when my period doesn't come on time for whatever effin reason.

Like, it pisses me off because my brain uncontrollably gets this slim glimmer of hope.

And I can feel the involuntary rise of excitement in my chest.

Meanwhile I just have this "really 😑" look on my face.

Its like I have hope on one shoulder and common since on the other and they are both arguing.

Hope is all like, "ooooo Lani, this could be iiiiiittttt 😁😍😁"

And common since is on the other side like, " will you shut the hell up hope, it's too damn early for this shit today 😒."