Three years ago I lost a baby at 16 weeks due to anachelaphy

Five years ago my sister in law lost a baby at 32 weeks due to gastroschisis

Yesterday my sister lost her baby at 5 months old they never found out what was wrong with him he's been in hospital his whole life.

My sister in law now has a beautiful 3 year old

My sister has a two year old(he was her second child)

I'm struggling to get pregnant(been trying for 2 and a half years)

Just need to get this off my chest!

I don't understand why my family has to go through all of this!