Trying to get a baby


My husband and I have been trying to have a baby. 6 months ago we were living with some now ex friends. We found out we were expecting. The male we were living with decided that it wasn’t my time to be pregnant then decided to kick me in the stomach because “a demon” told him too. I know the difference between demon and Jealousy. But we lost our first kid. Even now I get so depressed. Any tips on becoming pregnant again?