I've officially given up on having another baby at least for now. Maybe one day it'll happen and maybe it won't but I cany keep going like this. I just want my little girl and it's like everyone everywhere is pregnant with little girls or just giving birth. I've had to delete Facebook because everyone is pregnant and although I'm happy for them its painful for me to see all the time. It's like these women just get pregnant with no problem. I can't take it anymore and I'm giving up at least for a year. I know nobody is really gonna read this lol I just needed to vent 😤