My husband doesn't want to hear it anymore. He feels we haven't been trying that long and that I should just chill out. But I feel so frustrated. Month after month, I pee on sticks in vain, and AF shows her ugly face. I've spent most of my life convinced I would struggle to get pregnant. I had very irregular, long cycles my whole life. However, after stopping the pill (was on it for 6 years), my cycles have actually remained very normal and predictable (30-31 days). But we've had zero success. All the OPK and "normal BBT" graphs have yielded nothing. Meanwhile, every person I know is worker pregnant, or has 1 or 2 young kids. They frolic on Facebook, posting photo after photo, and I am absolutely convinced this will NEVER be me. And while I realize I can't fully know other peoples' journey, none of these people had fertility issues. I know because they were all pregnant and showing within a year of marriage. One woman I know just popped up in baby shower pics, about to deliver, and her wedding was in June!!! Anyone else feel like this is a special club you will never join? I saw all the pregnant women at my OB/GYN visit last month and I nearly had a panic attack. I felt like an imposter. Like a complete failure and a joke. My husband said "maybe it will be you soon." I scoffed at him. I just feel so alone.