I thought I was ok, thought I was dealing with things decently. Was excited to start ttc again, but then AF started today and a flood of emotions came over me as it brought back the memory of the loss. The bleeding all over again reminding me that I was no longer pregnant, feeling crashed I have to find a way to pick myself back up and think positive for the months that follow. Hoping that I will again see those words and have a sticky lil pumpkin seed for Christmas. Stay positive and baby dust to all.