Will it ever be my turn ?

Will it ever be my turn? Will I ever see two pink lines? Will I ever get to see my husbands face light up with the purest joy? Will my parents ever be grandparents? Or will they be lonely forever? Will I ever get to know you? Grow you? Feel you? Love you? Hold you? Will I ever get to look into your eyes and see your perfect fathers image? Will I ever get to rock you to sleep? Watch you learn how to walk? Talk? Will you ever be real or just something that breaks my heart over and over?!

WILL IT EVER BE MY TURN?! 😭💔