Any insight please?

I’ve had strong positives the past few days. They aren’t getting darker and I think I’m going to lose another pregnancy 😞 was going tomorrow to confirm with they’re “urine test”. And I don’t even know if I want to ask for bloodwork 😭😭

Left is Friday, right is now 😞 it may even look lighter. Damn I am sick of this. I’ve had two miscarriages and two chemicals, I’m on progesterone suppositories. I just don’t understand 😞 I try to stay positive but it never happens except with my son. I’m blessed to have him but I can’t keep another one safe.