I should feel excited... but I feel sad. I am a mom of 2 self sufficient children. Full time employee and full time student. Although this pregnancy was planned I can’t help but wonder what the heck I’m doing?! I was pregnant in January and miscarried and thought you know maybe this is a sign that I am ok with my life as is... here I am 10 months later pregnant again and now I find myself second guessing this decision... I feel anxiety, stress and overall doubt. I just don’t know 😔 anyone have similar feelings ?! Or am I just horrible ?!